Second day of no gambling
Yesterday was just terrible...I was so depressed at work...all of my energy and vitality was just sucked out of me. Plus my card got overdrawn...because of gambling I couldn't even buy foood for work...so I had to drink water like crazy last nite. It sucks so bad...but am looking forward to my bright future for more gambling free days. Two days in row of no gambling...go baby go...
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For me, the first few days of not gambling were difficult. I was depressed and had no interest in life. I wondered what I would do without gambling. Now that I have accepted that I have quit for good, life is easier. There is no more draining every cent out of my account or worrying about food and gas. It\'s funny how the madness finally stops when one quits. I hope day 3 is bright. Hugs to you. Sunnie
Thanks sunnie....but I\'ve been bad on payday...I totally relapsed on my third day...I was so mad at myself. I thought it couldn\'t hurt just 20...but then the 20 turned into 288 in matters of less than an hour. I was like wtf....what happened....IT\'S SO SCARY how the minds work......