searching how to get out of the black hole in my head and heart
If i keep moving i feel better. Even sitting too many hours at the computer makes my head ache with those terrible depressed feelings. Searching searching, there is no band aid, feels like God cut me off. I am getting everything done and working part time but I still feel affected from a deep feeling of depression. Can't settle for being disabled for this, yet I am so yearning to get a life. I don't know if I could handle it but anything is better then the limbo of "retirement", permanantly at 50.
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