Scrambled

Another day! Wake up feeling a lot of promise and then the self-doubt begins to seep in. I can push that out of my mind and be peaceful and there it is again like a bad penny. I would love one day with no emotions. One day that everyone left me alone, one day that I did not have to do dishes or cook if I did not want to. One day where I could close my mind to the outside world and not feel scrambled inside my head.

I think one day I am going to write down my emotions and moods as they come. Just a quick scribble... happy, anxious, irritated... angry. I hope if I do this one day I have more positive than negative!