School,Tired,School,Headache, Finances Suck,Tired,PT again,Doctors
Hello AllWell its been a week since I wrote not that much going on I guess. Last monday I went to see my psychiatrist and got another perscrption. Tuesday went to Aftercare with a headache. Missed school on Monday because of headache. Thursday went to see a PA about my foot turning out he took x rays and now wants me to do PT so now I start tomorrow. I got in the hole with the bank with lots of money which means it will take part of my VA check on the first. Can't tell Ralph because it will show that I'm a failure again. I felt real bad and had some thoughts of suicide but I know if wouldn't solve the problem because it would just leave them the problems so I'm sticking it out. Takin over and getting it fix. Had class on Thursday and spent Friday, Saturday and Sunday with homework. Saturday and Sunday morning til 5 getting work done then til Monday morning til 16sec til 1 am getting it done before it was due.Stressing out but mom did help.Ralph having off and on headaches and being in pain all the time dont help. I made A's on two projects out of 6 so far. Its not getting no easier. Joey is starting school soon and the VA papers are out hopefully get them soon. Money from them for him going to school will help with the bills and get him a computer he needs or school. We will have to share until he gets him another one. He has a older one and it doesn't work the best. Dustin is doing fine with his surgery, he is a uncle now on last thursday. Went to visit them last wednesday and the house is old but its a roof over their head. The older son is a ass and yes I said ass. Joey loan them a TV until they get gas to get theirs now dustin has one to play his games. They have no cable but they do have playstation 2. We also loan them some movies to watch on a dvd player they had its handheld they got from somewhere. So the older boy doesn't have a job and because of being a dumbass he has no drivers license until he pays a bunch of fees for wrecking. So now he's pawning titles to come up with money. So there in the hole big time. I can't help them there but I call and talk to her and tell her God will watch over them and she say hope so and tell her to have faith. So thats my news on them. Please pray for them and pray that my son gets a job. Also pray for those in the shooting in knoxville yesterday and I hope they put the guy under the jail. The people beliefs doesn't matter dont' mean they deserve to die. Hope to talk soon. I'm wearing my glasses, I'm trying to smile, going to classes, still clean and cancer free,helping my son, house not finish, feeling better not, clean desk not, and life sucks so far. My monday suck because i forgot my cpaps this morning and i loaded my sub if you wanted to see. Love ya all hope you have a pain free day. LoveRobin
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wow girl you got alot on your plate right now! but God is watching over you!
You certainly are busy. Keep your head up and everything will work out in the end. God Bless and good luck with everything.
You need to slow yourself down before you plum wear urself out..I know it is easier said than done but man you got to take care of you you only have one of you...Sending you lots of Love, Prayer\'s and Hugz Vic
You do have a lot going on, don\'t overdo yourself, then you can\'t help anyone. Just make sure you get enough time to yourself where you don\'t have to be accountable to anyone, that is what people need in their life to function properly. Just keep on truckin\' and things will work out the way that they are meant to. God Bless Kidd
Hey Robin......... boy, you do have alot going on! the shootings were tragic, I saw it on the news... horrible.. my prayers are with the families. and I will pray for your family too, and I know God will take care of you..... hang in there, you\'re STRONG...... you\'ve proven it..... big loving hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxx Gaye
You know this may sound weird but I say it to myself when times get bad. When it seems like everything is so hard and I\'m at the bottom the only way to go is up. So even if your not at the bottom just think of things as the only way that life can go it up! So I tell myself I\'m headed for better times and better things and blessings are coming my way! HURRAY! You know it works, at least for me and I just keep giving God the Glory for my blessings that do come when I keep looking up and the future is brighter. Also, remember you are never alone, God is always with you and we here on DS are here too! HUGS
Sounds like you\'re having a rough time right now. I\'m sorry to hear that. Just take it easy, one day or even one hour at a time and give yourself the space you need to get through it all. You can\'t be everything for everybody. You have to take care of you. Remember, the good Lord is always there to bless and guide you, take strength in His presence.
No wonder you have a headache girl. Look at all the stress in your life. Remember to take some time for yourself every day doing relaxation techniques. Glad you have your mom to help out. Take care, :)
sounds like you have alot on your plate...take a deep breath...hugs...I hear you about the finances...it is only going to get worse...our electric just went up and is going up again this year is what I heard...hope you feel better...hugs
You are sure keeping busy and lots of prayers and hope you feel better soon!
yep.. lots on your plate sweetie.. hang in there..
Wow that is a lot to deal with. I can see why you have a headache. Hope things work our for the better. Hang in there hun. Hugs.