School, Life, Etc...

Having a hard time lately.  I feel like I am making accommodations for many others in my life and bending on their behalf, yet when I am in need no one budges.  Usually I am pretty strong and can take everything on myself, as I always have.  But, with my sons needs growing and the defiance I get from the school, yes the school, it makes it more difficult and takes up more and more of my mental space - not to mention the time it takes......   grrr.   Pray for me.  I am exhausted.  I hardly even come on here anymore. :(  I wish there was an easy way to tell people that they are not pulling there own weight.  Even my family sometimes does this to me.   They expect me to be available at all times, yet they are not there to support me.... I have a life and two children which I take care of on-my-own... not always a peice of cake.  Yesterday I nearly duked-it-out with the dental hygenist.  I am not proud of it, really.  She had this poor attitude and told me ' come get your son ' I am like wtf?  This is a pediatric dentist sweetie get used to it.  She continued to stare me down! I couldnt beleive it.  I know she could feel I was not backing down so maybe I brought it on...  finally while the dentist was talking to me about my son (as she stares at me the whole time) I fianlly said excuse me to the dentist, looked at her and said....  WHAT!   I dont need this crap.   God is good. My kids are healthy. I am healthy.  Life could be worse. Deep Sigh,Ciao