school!

Well, i went and did it. I applied to go back to school.OMG it was such a spur of the moment thing but it's something that is really important to me. If i work hard i should have my degree in 5 years. I'll be 33. I feel guilty that it took me this long to go back but i guess better late than never. I am getting excited, and a little scared. Mostly i'm worried about encountering people from my past that have seen me at my worst. i was SUCH a blackout drinker, and i still cringe when i think back to those days. However, my self esteeem is growing, and the more i share with people from a.a , the more it will be easier to stand up for myself. I hope. I should try to open up more at meetings and let out this baggage i still carry. That being said, i think there's one in an hour and a half.... better arrange for a sitter....