SCD Day 5

My boss decided to buy pizza for all the girls at work today, which was so kind of her...but SO hard for me!  I sat there in our tiny breakroom at our tiny table slurping my chicken soup while this delicious pizza was staring me in the face!  Yesterday they all got my favorite sandwhich shop and today my favorite pizza...THE NERVE!!!  I made it through which felt good BUT I had a another little slip up tonight.  I REALLY wanted to go out to dinner with my boyfriend because I've been feeling pretty down this week.  I decided I could just order some baked fish somewhere.  THEN I decided I might as well go get crab legs which I had no idea about.  I looked them up and they're legal, but in the intro period ~ I doubt it!  It turned out they weren't that great either...how dissappointing :o(.  Oh, and I ate way to many which left me nausious and with explosive diarrhea.  THEN I came home and had, what else?, dried apples!  Oh boy, day 5 and I'm already cheating.  I have done really well besides the dried apples and crab legs, and both are legal...eventually.  I need to not be so hard on myself, even though I'm so good at it ;o).  I added a banana to my diet today.  That was exciting.  I'm wondering if I should make another batch of chicken soup on Sunday???  I REALLY don't want to.  But then I'm curious what all my meals will be next week?  Fish or I could make more hamburger patties (which I'm not that crazy about either).  Once I get my yogurt maker I wouldn't mind having banana smoothies for meals.  I don't think I have many more options, expecially if I'm not wanting to rush this.