Scared to death
Today I went for blood work at the cardiologist. Since I have a family history of heart disease I see him once a year. This always brings me down, because now I wait for the dreaded results. I already take a butt load of medications and the thought of getting news of another issue that needs medication sickens me. What I want to do is throw all of the medicine bottles in the garbage can.
I need extensive dental work which will be done after the New Year. In the meantime I'm on Clindamycin to keep any infection at bay. Sometimes I'm just get depressed. I really need to find some outside activites to keep me busy.
12/5/2013
I need extensive dental work which will be done after the New Year. In the meantime I'm on Clindamycin to keep any infection at bay. Sometimes I'm just get depressed. I really need to find some outside activites to keep me busy.
12/5/2013
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Well it is January 1st and while I guess it is time to make some resolutions all I want to do is make some promises.
I promise that i will seek a therapist to help me with my anxiety that is ruining my personal relationships with my family and friends.
I promise to not let toxic people bring me down this year and to remove them from my life.
I promise to take better care of myself. To get my cholesterol down as well as my weight.
I promise to make my marriage a priority and stop being selfish.