scared

Well the last few days have been a little better but.....I have to admit I am scared. I am so short of breath with any exertion, I think he is going to recommend oxygen if this doesnt improve with the prednisone burst.
he is setting up the appointment with the transplant assessment team, it should take about a month. i have been over on the huff and puff site and it is not encouraging.
this could progress alot faster than I had thought, I'm kind of frozen and I don't know what i should be doing. I am going to Toronto on Tuesday and I will have to face my daughter with this decline, i hope she doesn't notice too much but I know she will. She is only 23 and not ready for this kind of thing.....I'm not ready for this either.

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oxfordns
oxfordns

I wish I had the words to calm your fears ...of course I understand.......I\'m willing to bet the conference with the transplant team, when it comes about, will help you deal with your concerns. You are in my thoughts....
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You have every right to be scared, I wish I could offer some wonderful words of encouragement. All I can do is pray and send you positive energy. You are handling all of this extremely well. Best Wishes, Kim
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best wishes for you and your family, shall be thinking of you in this time of uncertainty.
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One moment at a time! Rest, and stay strong in case you have to go in for the surgery. I\'m praying for you! God Bless, Jean
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Good luck to you and your blessed to have such a wonderful family. I\'m sure your daughter is just as strong as you and will take it better then u think. She loves u and will be there no matter what! My daughter is only 8 but I let her know everything that goes on with me. It makes her stronger and wiser and I want her to know in case this ever happens to her! HUGS
SleepyT
SleepyT

I\'d be scared silly. I hope you get all your answers soon, sometimes that helps ease the anxiety.
Take really good care of yourself now. I hope you had an excellent visit with your daughter.
Love and prayers for you always,
Teisha
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yes I would be scred too. hugs and prayers Marilyn