Saving for my trip...

Saving for my trip is not an option for me right now as I feel quite obligated to fulfilling the Lord's work at this time and am responsible for feeding 20 guests each week at our celebration feast following pur Bible study meeting. In addition to this, I am meeting my regular bills and am trying to get out of debt as well. I only have 3 major bills I am in defaulr on. I also feel, in this circumstance, if the Lord wills it - the trip will be paid for by Hisself! 
I am,  once more, waiting on the Lord ...
Love + Hugs
NDY