Save me?

I feel the walls closing in I wonder why I feel this againMy room it spins my feelings too like swirling pools of water blue My eyes close tight soul fills with fright I wish that I could reach the lightI reach out blindly all I see is the people laughing surrounding meThey point their fingers I bow my head the tears fall down onto my bedI spin around and try to hide but everywhere I look are eyesStarring me down so judgment filled  making me feel like I should be killedStrung up and hung or Burnt at the stake I feel my life's one big mistakeHow did I get locked into this space?? all I want is to escape.to run at a pace of a gazelle with grace instead I seem to run in place.I pull so hard to free my legs but the ground just seems to suck me inIt pulls me down so fast I choke I start to lose all of my hopeOf ever feeling like a man of ever holding someones handsomeone who truly cares for me and wants to see the things I seewho wants to do the things I do I truly wish that one was you.Will you save me from this place?? Can a perfect life we make? For you to be my wedded wife would be the achievement of my lifethe one that I will die next to the one that knows I cry for youWhen you feel pain I do too when your soul sings my soul will tooI really truly do love you! I hope you see this very soon.<3