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Haven't gotten the chance to update. Gone three days so far, if you count the day i started. I ALMOST slipped up. I got so close to txting him asking him to see what he was doing to make sure he was alright, but, i didn't. I txted a really close friend of mine because I got really hysterical afterwards and he cheered me up and distracted me from doing anything i'd regret and set me back again for the third time so i'm grateful for that.