Saturday night and still sober! Yay!

So it's the weekend, and I have been worried about using the weekend to drink again. I can say I am still sober right now at 10pm saturday night when normally I would be sitting here drunk by this time. I just got back from olive garden where I was fantasizing about a mixed drink of some kind. The waiter came to the table with a bottle of wine to offer us, but we chose to drink raspberry lemonade instead. Of course I was picturing myself drinking  a couple glasses, but decided to remain strong. After we left I was really wanting to stop and get liquor but I kept quiet and didnt say anything about it, and I was glad when we made it home without and alcohol. This is hard for me because I have been drinking damn near everyday for 5 years. I could and can easily wake up in the morning, brush my teeth, open a bottle of wine and get my day started like I was having a cup of coffee or something. I am proud of myself for not drinking but am still scared that I might slip up. Thank God in the state of Ga we can't buy alcohol on Sunday unless its at a bar or restaurant, and I don't plan on going out so guess I am safe for now