satisfied..

I havent cut for 3 days,but today i KNEW i wanted to..so when i was alone at the house, i filled the bath with hot water, stayed in until i felt all faint and traance like. Then i got my blade and cut my side. it was a bit deep(just how i like it),i knew i was crazy,but atm. i couldnt care less..i was too..happy,in love, the blood ran down my side and to my stomach and down..it was bliss... I took a pic of it in the end,with the blood..then i smeared it onto my body,and went back in the tub. and just enjoyed the after effect..  im all relaxed now..=)