[Sat.4/21/12] - I have a belly ache ...

...and I think it's going to be long night!!!... After the discussion we had Tuesday night...I think he's finally starting to get it...but with that comes an excuse to use, of course... I think it wa sthursday  morning, when he was getting ready to go to work, he was making some strange noises....and I thought he was making preparations to leave...but apparantly not...HOWEVER...it is now 9:20 on a Saturday night and he's not home from work yet...where do I think he is? OUT!  USING!...hanging out with his 'friends'...what else am  I supposed to believe... Well oh well whatever...I have to get on with my life...I have a full day at church tomorrow....I have a PHYS.exam on Tues....I have a CALC exam on Wed...so...THAT is what I am going to focus on for the rest of this week!!!  Me....ME...ME!!!...and study...study...STUDY!!!!... just wanted to document this here right now...so I will remember it when I deal with it after this semester ends.  this belly ache is bad though...I usually get an upset stomach and nausea, when I think he's out using...but this is different...it's an actual PAIN in the pit of my stomach!!! Posted on 04/21/12, 10:26 pm