Santa has been good to me. He turned out to be a good guy after all!

I haven't been on line for a while. Can't get on line at work and I have been busy in the evenings. Busy with my kids, Christmas and my new guy, Jerry and his two sons Trey and Tyler ages 7 & 8. Yep same one that has been trying to get me to trust him for the last couple of months.  Last Journal I wrote was Sunday and I thought he had stood me up on Sat without a good reason.  I am so used to creeps I almost didn't listen to what he had to say when he called on Sunday.  After talking with several friends from here I was encouraged to at least listen to him.  I was so glad I did. He had a valid explination which concerned his family, all legit.  We have hung out with our kids most every night since Sunday. The kids have fun together and we laugh at all of them, they are just crazy and happy and so far so are we!  Slow and steady! Proceed with caution but proceed!  If this man is who he claims to be, this could be lasting.  4 kids!!! I must be crazy!  We are all enjoying getting to know eachother. They are coming to Christmas Dinner as well. He just lest and I can't wait to see him again. Oh my, scary but you all would be so proud of me and the way I have conducted myself.  Jerry is younger than me and a fine behind man! Even my 14 year old daughter thinks he is hot!  I still act like and believe I am just as cute and worthy.  I slow him down!!  Now that is a change, LOL.  I told him it would take time for trust to grow, he told me to take all the time I need, He was locked down (on me).  Only time will tell where we go but for now, I am enjoying the present, the Christmas present of these three new boys coming into my life Merry Christmas to all of the wonderful people on DS!  Our Happy will come again, I belive it!