Same Problem

Ugh! another bad night and its the same problem again. :(. I thought i was a good friend. I guess i need to talk to my friend who is upsetting me, because if i  dont, i dont think this will get resolved. My mom told me that she looks up to me and she told me why. She says that she looks up to me because i want to write, become a writer, the fact i worked for the state the past two summers as an intern, she also told me that my sisters look up to me. It really me alot to hear that especially from my mom. I know i will always have my mom and my siblings but at the same time i'm still looking for that friend to shoot the breeze with. I dont want to feel left out, i wouldnt do that to anyone. Taking my mind off of that craziness i'm dealing with another conflict but its a small one. I have writers block.I'm writing chapter on when i first started my first year in high school and i've covered the main points, who i met, my first love etc but i feel like i'm missing something, my chapter isnt long enough.  I dont think i'm ready to face the next few chapters i'm about to write because they were extremely painful but i need to.  Every family has its problems, and in mine, its getting more intense then ever. My nana has cut my mom out of her life because my mom was honest with her about something. My older sister is having a baby and when my nana heard about it , her reaction was the one where she rolls her eyes like a big disappointment and my sister is old enough and married so whats the problem? I know that my dads side of the family would jump up and down if they got exciting news like that. What bothers me is to see my mom in pain because her mom isnt treating her well. I know my moms heart is breaking, and all i can do is give my mom my love and be the best daughter i can be.