SAME OLE BS...DIFFERENT DAY, MONTH
Yeah...so nothing has changed for me...I am still depressed, still don't have any feelings and still don't care about anything....
I changed my Profile pic...can anyone tell me what it is?
I have so much to do...and no desire to do it...
I am so tired...of being 'sick'...of having to take care of other....when I can't even take care of myself...
I am angry...angry at God, angry at myself, my family, my mother....no one seems to get it...
I don't know what to do with all this crap...I don't want to do all this crap...and overall I just don't care about anything or want to do anything...
Like I posted on my profile a couple of weeks ago....I am DEAD....nothing and I mean absolutely nothing interests me....
I went to see my mom yesterday, which is depressing in and of itself...but I was reading a book...and I can get lost in a book...I like that...
Then I went to an art supply store...and I found Kat Von D's book...the tattoo artist...well, I didn't buy it...but I got lost in that book too!....interesting stuff...
I think I'll resign myself to reading...
Gotta go now...going to a GUN SHOW with my son...try to take my mind off of the real world...talk to y'all later...if you even care...
I changed my Profile pic...can anyone tell me what it is?
I have so much to do...and no desire to do it...
I am so tired...of being 'sick'...of having to take care of other....when I can't even take care of myself...
I am angry...angry at God, angry at myself, my family, my mother....no one seems to get it...
I don't know what to do with all this crap...I don't want to do all this crap...and overall I just don't care about anything or want to do anything...
Like I posted on my profile a couple of weeks ago....I am DEAD....nothing and I mean absolutely nothing interests me....
I went to see my mom yesterday, which is depressing in and of itself...but I was reading a book...and I can get lost in a book...I like that...
Then I went to an art supply store...and I found Kat Von D's book...the tattoo artist...well, I didn't buy it...but I got lost in that book too!....interesting stuff...
I think I'll resign myself to reading...
Gotta go now...going to a GUN SHOW with my son...try to take my mind off of the real world...talk to y'all later...if you even care...
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I care...... Please don\'t make any impulse buy\'s....
Looks like you found yourself a hobby sweety, I am so happy for you! I been preaching this for awhile now, hobbies does wonders for depression. Good luck and happy reading!
Ashley
Have you thought about joining a support group? Your local hospital website or help desk could probably help you find one. You should talk to others who feel like you do. Take care.