Same old song and dance.....
Thankfully we stayed home for Thanksgiving, hubby and me. We had a WONDERFUL Thanksgiving Day, the two of us. Oh THREE, including the dog lol.....no drama, no hustling around making the drives...just us....although you called, I know, I just know.
And now you continually call with the same old song and dance, your getting it together, you'll find a job (it's been 7 months since you last worked), your getting your own place with the gf, you've been sleeping at her cousins house, blah blah blah, now you call and are in a rooming house, been there for a couple days in the city, it's awful...did you NOT look at it before you moved in? Living with 5 other people in a 3 bedroom apt....now you're gonna go live with your birth father and your Nana? Who are both AWFUL people, hence why I left him.....and you can't find a job because you don't know where you'll be...all talk, all manipulation, you KNOW you're not coming here! And the frustration boiled over last night. I'm done, I don't want to hear the bullshit any longer, I'm tapped. I'm at the END of my rope.
My last resort is here and I'm gonna take it! I will sadly tell you not to call me anymore, that I do NOT want to see you or hear from you until the following takes place:
1.) you have been working FULL TIME for 6 months.
2.) you have a decent place to live that YOU are paying for, not the state or the military.
3.) that you have a car of your own
4.) that you are rid of that girlfriend (who is an addict AND a thief).
Until all of this is done, so am I.....
So that Mother of The Year award, well, I won't be getting it yet AGAIN....but I will have my sanity, I hope.
I shed myself of the guilt, the shame and the depressed thoughts.
I WILL, Pray for you, keep hope in my heart and always love the son I USE to know.
And now you continually call with the same old song and dance, your getting it together, you'll find a job (it's been 7 months since you last worked), your getting your own place with the gf, you've been sleeping at her cousins house, blah blah blah, now you call and are in a rooming house, been there for a couple days in the city, it's awful...did you NOT look at it before you moved in? Living with 5 other people in a 3 bedroom apt....now you're gonna go live with your birth father and your Nana? Who are both AWFUL people, hence why I left him.....and you can't find a job because you don't know where you'll be...all talk, all manipulation, you KNOW you're not coming here! And the frustration boiled over last night. I'm done, I don't want to hear the bullshit any longer, I'm tapped. I'm at the END of my rope.
My last resort is here and I'm gonna take it! I will sadly tell you not to call me anymore, that I do NOT want to see you or hear from you until the following takes place:
1.) you have been working FULL TIME for 6 months.
2.) you have a decent place to live that YOU are paying for, not the state or the military.
3.) that you have a car of your own
4.) that you are rid of that girlfriend (who is an addict AND a thief).
Until all of this is done, so am I.....
So that Mother of The Year award, well, I won't be getting it yet AGAIN....but I will have my sanity, I hope.
I shed myself of the guilt, the shame and the depressed thoughts.
I WILL, Pray for you, keep hope in my heart and always love the son I USE to know.
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