Same as any other day

Its the same as any other day i guess. Mom is complaning and making threats, while i stand listing less and less. I want to smile but hide it inside, because the the threat of physical abuse no longer works. She hits me i'm out the door, not planing or knowing when i will return even if i would want to. She hits Jasmine and Jasmine hits back. Poor tinka is left to defend herself. But what problems does she have. Shes the princess that can do no wrong and we are the evil sister who are to blame for everything that goes wrong.
She leaves for work with one last threat the house better be clean or... Why should i care. It no longer hurts and the two of us have gotten use to the pain and bruises. Last time we were in tears before and when the beaten came we could just about laugh through the whole thing. Its funny our childhood nightmare and fear of a beaten is now over. Poor tinkas is just beginning.
She'll come home complain ( maybe punish us ) , want some food, watch her recording, complain about something else and eventually go to bed. Just like any other day.
One day , hopefully sooner than later i'll be gone away from this hell hole. She'll be gone and out of my life. I'll probrably resent her and want nothing to do with her. I may keep in contact for the sake of Celenya ( Tinka) but i don't tend to like her to much eighther. We'll see. And soon my day will change in to a new one, and bring with it more change for the better. That day would surely be unlike any other day. That day i crave and will wait forever for... That day will be the day im realesed and soon that day will turn out to be just like any other day!