Sadness

I got into the highschool monday morning to have a bit of shocking news dropped in my lap.  The sister of a former student told me that he died over the weekend in a motorcycle accident.  I was in shock.  I was just thinking about him over the weekend.  The young lady is in shock of course and I felt badly that I could not of been more comfort to her.  These things happen in life for whatever reason God sees for it to.  I often wonder about my life and if it is worth it.  Am I living it right?  I spend all of my time working.  I have little or not contact with my own children.  There is no significant other in my life, not much of chance of that happening.  Wonder if you will what it comes down to.  What contribution have I made. Is happiness a thing I can have.  Will love find me or pass me by.  Time takes time.  And time will tell.