sadness

You brace yourself for the time to come...but you are never ready... My Aunt called today and told me that my grandmother was transported from the hospital and placed in hospice. The doctors said now its only a matter of time and they are doing everything they can to make her comfortable.  I am crushed. Simply crushed.  I knew this day would come...I dreaded it. Hospice. Not her own bed.  This especially hits me hard because my great grandmother is my only family. She was the only one in my life that from when I was little to now offered me shelter from life's cruelty, understood me and loved me without reseveration. When she finally lets go...its over. Thats it. No more.  I am so crushed. I am so selfish. She's about to take a journey...leave this mortal form and just float...and here I am sobbing because I am losing my best friend.  I hope everyone is well.  ~Bright Blessings~Rea