Sadderday - Christmas
Dearest,
Spent the morning with Kristin, Pat and the grandsons. Was kinda fun, the kids help me forget, they have a constant string of small tragedies which they react to with their entire being. It is so cute! Then stopped by Audubon, took pictures and played with the critters. I was okay. Then I stopped by the cemetery to visit you. Well that was the end of that. Spent most of the rest of the day crying and sleeping. It is so sad without you.
Kristin gave me tupperwares (<- see the S) full of cookies! I am a rich man! Some men dream of fortune. Some men dream of cookies. The snow is supposed to begin tomorrow and continue through Mournday. The snowblower is all set, gassed up, tires inflated, and I ran it for 45 minutes today to make sure it was good. Had to use the electric start though.
Tomorrow I have to get the grocery shopping done early before the snow starts if possible, I need a surprising amount of stuff. Waking up this morning was incredibly difficult, just me and the ticking of the clocks, so sad, so lonely. I am totally pissed at the evil universe about this and I see some results, keys fit in locks, machines start and stop when they're supposed to. Now if the wind were to blow all the snow off my driveway . . . nah, I still won't forgive!
Till Tomorrow, Your Ken
Spent the morning with Kristin, Pat and the grandsons. Was kinda fun, the kids help me forget, they have a constant string of small tragedies which they react to with their entire being. It is so cute! Then stopped by Audubon, took pictures and played with the critters. I was okay. Then I stopped by the cemetery to visit you. Well that was the end of that. Spent most of the rest of the day crying and sleeping. It is so sad without you.
Kristin gave me tupperwares (<- see the S) full of cookies! I am a rich man! Some men dream of fortune. Some men dream of cookies. The snow is supposed to begin tomorrow and continue through Mournday. The snowblower is all set, gassed up, tires inflated, and I ran it for 45 minutes today to make sure it was good. Had to use the electric start though.
Tomorrow I have to get the grocery shopping done early before the snow starts if possible, I need a surprising amount of stuff. Waking up this morning was incredibly difficult, just me and the ticking of the clocks, so sad, so lonely. I am totally pissed at the evil universe about this and I see some results, keys fit in locks, machines start and stop when they're supposed to. Now if the wind were to blow all the snow off my driveway . . . nah, I still won't forgive!
Till Tomorrow, Your Ken
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