sad sad sad

i am so low with the end of this relationship i had so many dreams but feel like he let me down why do men allways hurt me what did i do 2 deserve this all i ever want is 2 be happy and make him happy. he was so boring so mardy everyone said he was a misrable sod allways looked unhappy was it me or was it just him what did i do 4 him 2 treat me this way why was he so unhappy could i ever find the answer. have i got depression because i feel guilty 4 not wanting him back or do i love him and dont want him 2 leave hopfull it will all come clear in time and the pain and hurt will stop be strong girl be strong ya a lovely person and u deserve 2 be loved and cherised ya bautiful