sad,anxious,happy

well,so my maternal grandparent passed away on the 13 th as an unexpected death i am sad...she was my favorite grandma and i was close to her...she is now with grandpa and hes holding her feet up in heaven...i am anxious to see my RE on the 25th..to see what will happen with the clomid/iui/hcg trigger shots / progesterone suppost. sooo we will see??? and i am happy because we got a different house..to rent the one we were in the landlord is selling it! sooo...we found a better place! I have sooo many mixed emotions right now...Laurenda