Sad and angry, or confused?

I am very sad, I feel angry very easy and I can't help it. I need a hug desperately, and I don't mean to be mean but  I mean a real hug, flesh and bone manly hug from a man who loves me. Dude I want to cry and then I just sink in depression, then go on with my life. I don't remember the touch of loving lips. Will I never fall in love again and loved in return?
This feeling is causing me to have frequent arguments for stupid reasons with my friends, family and co-workers. I control myself but I am just repressing. I am aware of the cause but then again I can't help the feeling. It will come, It will come, a person for me will come, some day... I hope.
It's been 2+ years alone now. I don't really remember when I was involved in a relationship. I just feel memories vanished from my mind long ago and only sadness is there. Oh my!
I am sorry, I don't want to be annoying, it will pass and I will feel better. I know I will.

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later555
later555

I have been waiting many, many, many years and I feel your pain. God, do I ever feel your pain...I hope so much that we can both get the comfort we need somehow...
borikenuno
borikenuno

I really feel for you. Although I\'ve been with my partner for 3 years, conflicting work schedules and his degree program means very little time together. Know that you\'re not alone. We\'ll get through this together.
Oney
Oney

Thanks for your support. I really apreciate it.
veralynn
veralynn

I felt really sad reading your post because it made me think of my situation .
I also been single for two years and looking for love desperately in the wrong place.
I am not perfect but now I just want to be comfortable with my single self and me kind to my fellow man
you look like a great guy and i know you will get want you want
I still send you a virtual hug