Running

When I run
I dont do it for the heart health or whatever
I remember once I made out with some guy at a party
and I ran until the cold air made me wheeze
Or when I got a D on a test
and I ran until my shins were sore
Or when I was so depressed I rarely left my room
except I always left to run
to boil my brain
hoarse my throat
pound my legs into dust
I run for self-destruction