Rough day today
Although I am with family today my mind wnders to the person that does not want me.
We have been together for 22 years and this is the first thanksgivng apart. I can't believe it.
How can she be so happy without her family on the holidays? I find it so hard to believe.
im hurting today. Cried several times.
i cannot see it getting better. I want to crawl in a hole and die
We have been together for 22 years and this is the first thanksgivng apart. I can't believe it.
How can she be so happy without her family on the holidays? I find it so hard to believe.
im hurting today. Cried several times.
i cannot see it getting better. I want to crawl in a hole and die
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Thanksgiving , yes it is hitting me pretty hard as well. In my case my stbx still lives with me for now and he\'s making a turkey and such, like everything is normal but it is not normal , he is leaving me , leaving this house , not like I want him to stay no way! But just the fact that he can go about everything as usual as we go through this I find cold hearted and psychotic. It is a bit maddening. These holidays will be rough but they will pass. We are all going through a really rough thanksgiving , so you are not alone. Try to enjoy the food and try to relax. I\'m trying to get there myself.
Thank you. God bless you