Rotten!

Today I feel like pants! Woke this morn to left jaw pain and can feel a deep aching across cheeks. Feet, knees, hips, shoulders, hands hurt in the joints. Muscles ache too and I feel weak as a kitten. Had to stop and rest arms just plucking my brows. With the weatherI've been stuck away from home and so have been without my Celecoxib now for 5 days. Guess it usually helps some then! Well I knew it did but god my whole body is complaining. My head been banging now for 2 days as well. That could just be stress I suppose. So am I barking up the wrong tree then or what? Am I obssessing about this wrongly? I so then what does that say about me??  I just believe so strongly that I'm right. What else causes such symptoms? I really hope endo doesn't blow me off on weds. I can't take much more of feeling so vile. I'm too young to feel like this. What if they miss it and it festers away creating havoc inside me. Going now as starting to cry and my head feels like it want to implode.