Rollercoaster bottoms out
Amazing how quickly things can change. Right now I am feeling very close to going over the edge. I just can't take much more on my plate. I am dealing with things that I can't fix right now. I know I am supposed to accept the things I cannot change but that is very difficult when it affects my household. I swear I would love to just jump off a cliff right now. This is just too much! Drinking for me is not an option so there is no numbing out to forget about the problems. My body is just hurting and my mind is tormented. I am frustrated as hell. It seems like I get one problem dealt with and 3 more follow up behind.