Roller coaster week

Well, I had my appointment with my new OB yesterday. Love her!! Because I am s transfer patient she wanted to go an ultrasound. Of course when she said they I panicked because DH wasn't with me and I always fear that something bad will happen. I am a worry wart for nothing, as little Green Bean was dancing a little jig and waving at me. It really hit me as I watched our beautiful baby and started to cry... So mind boggling and hard to believe that this is REAL!

Yesterday I made it Facebook public and posted a new cover photo and nothing else. Took picture of DH's shoes, my heals, hunter's shoes, and a pair of newborn shoes. I let the questions pour in until I actually verified they yes we are pregnant!! Such a great day. Then I got a call from my mom to tell me my uncle passed away yesterday. Not a shock, but still upsetting. on top of this, our dear four legged baby Molly, has been sick all week. This morning she was so bad she wouldn't even come out from under a tree. Thankfully the vet came to our house, but DH and I had to make the decision to put her down. We have had her since we got married 7 years ago, she actually was born the Monday before our wedding. She has been our baby and was truly a part of our family. Trying to be strong today for the baby's sake. DH was worried this morning about me and the baby, but i told him we would be fine. DH is taking it really hard. Trying to just relax the rest of the day and am looking forward to nap time. Praying that all this doesn't effect little Green Bean. What a roller coaster these past 2 days!

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CaliCutie81
CaliCutie81

I\'m so sorry for your losses but I am glad that you are taking care of you and your lil Green Bean. Its important to grieve the losses and I realize that the new baby will never replace your uncle or your fur baby but I hope that you are able to find some joy in the sorrow.
Sending lots of prayers of peace to you today ((HUGS))
JA0811
JA0811

So glad your little one is staying healthy and growing well! Sorry to hear about Molly:(