Roller Coaster

While yesterday was a better day, today I am missing my husband.  Friends on this site have said that the day to day is a process and a roller coaster-man, is that true.  At least, though, I have things to do.  My husband is in the county jail and he doesn't have anything to occupy is mind or time.  I do hope that he is using that time to center himself and strengthen his core.  Tonight I'm going to go hear the messiah, and I will probably need copious amounts of tissue as I know the tears are streaming.  Something is tugging at me to play some music that my husband loved to listen to and just allow the emotions to come out.  So, when I have a significant amount of down time, I'm going to do just that.