Roller coaster
It has been a different two weeks. Thought I was doing better but then the bottom fell out and it was like the first week all over again. It really scared me. When I got control after a few days I knew I had to do something different. Went on a trip with my daughter that we do every year. Wasn't going to but changed my mind. It was not as happy as in years past but good. Came home and got a part time job. Worked for this doctor before (was not my favorite) but I knew what I was getting into. Hoping it will fill a void. I really appreciate my family. I am so blessed to have such support but know that I have to travel this road as best as I can. my days now are busy. The nights are awful. I guess you push things to the back until you get home. I think this is another step in this journey. It sure is a long road.
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Brenda,
I\'m so sorry. It is a hard journey and don\'t be so hard on yourself.I too switched gears Mother\'s day plans and upset my kids. I wasn\'t trying to hurt anyone but I did. Our lives are forever changed, we didn\'t ask for this change but we got it. And now we have to do the best we can. Sending you hugs. Hope you have a wonderful Mother\'s Day and a good week.Hugs n love. Lynn
Brenda,
It is so hard but I\'m worried about Father\'s Day, the girls are having a hard time 5 weeks out and Father\'s Day coming up will be really hard on all of us. Sending lots of hugs.