Rock bottom
Today I hit rock bottom. This is the lowest point of my battle against this f***ing disorder. I officially have no eyebrows, and I am sitting here at 1am crying at my reflection.
I can't believe I've done this to myself. Everyone used to tell me that I had such beautiful eyes and lashes as a child, and now look what I've done! I've ruined it, I've ruined myself.
I hate myself so much. I'm disgusting. I'm a freak. I just want to be normal.
I can't believe I've done this to myself. Everyone used to tell me that I had such beautiful eyes and lashes as a child, and now look what I've done! I've ruined it, I've ruined myself.
I hate myself so much. I'm disgusting. I'm a freak. I just want to be normal.
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Please don\'t call yourself down - us trichsters tend to do that unfortunately. You are not disgusting or a freak. You have a compulsive habit of pulling your hair, but you are not your hair. It is great that you are venting in your journal here. Keep coming to the forum, as there are people here who understand best and who will support you. Take care.