Roadblocks are so wonderful!!

I got a check today. It was from the Insurance company which previously had said they wanted the motel receipts. Well, they sent me a check for the entire amount. Thank you God for that blessing.

I felt the tug of "Gambling desire" I rejected it. (See my posting on Gambling Addiction and recovery) Self-banning works well for part of this, but it's not the total answer for there is many ways and places to gamble, I must stay viglant for it's a sneaky addiction.

My Job

I was running between 4 machines yesterday and loving it! Plus gave 2 breaks and a lunch and had them myself and still kept up!

My trainer was very happy with me, so I cannot wait (But will) for overtime. The bills will be paid, but I may separate the overtime for donations. That way, though my heart aches for the homeless, I can help myself by attending meetings with GA and donate to the homeless to help them.

Why did the insurance company change their minds? I only will say it in one word. "God" God got involved with me, he approves of GA for the opposite of it is destruction. I have freed myself for today, from a terrible addiction, a very destructive addiction. For today.

So, stepping out, willfully, but with purpose.