RIP to everything!

It's 76 days today and I wanna say RIP to my beloved husband , but wait it's not just RIP to him , it's RIP to the home we wanted to build together , RIP to the family full of love laughter and joy , RIP to the dance and music together , RIP to our unborn kids , RIP to the great professional amibitions of yours , RIP to the change in the world we wanted to make together , RIP to a lot of unsaid unanswered incomplete promises and words . It's a hell lot damn .