Ring tone

Tough, unexpected moment this morning.  I work from home on Fridays and I had some music playing on Grooveshark on the laptop.  From the other room I could hear Michael Jackson's Don't Stop Til You Get Enough start.  That was the ring tone on my phone for Dina.  For a split second I let myself think she was calling.  Then reality set in.  I haven't heard that ring tone in a long time.  She had a trachea tube in for all but a few days the entire 4 months she was in the hospital so it was obviously extremely difficult for her to talk (she could only do so when a special valve was attached to the trachea tube) let alone make a phone call.  And now I'm reminded that I won't hear that ring tone letting me know she's calling ever again.  I had a good cry over that one.