Right now I\'m on the top of this roller coaster ride
Well here I go. I feel I can conquer the world again. This is where I always want to be. This is the stage of grief I can deal with. I only wish it would last. I know all to well now, that this is the high and the low will hit again before I know it and without warning. It has been 21mths on this roller coaster ride and so far this is the only part I like. I dont know if anyone read my message about PAIN but I am trully hoping that one day we all conquer that and one day this feeling that I have today will last forever.
Replies
Oh I hope it will last for you tooooo! I am up one day and down the next...but today was a good day!! Love and Hugs! Glenda
Yes, I guess we have to learn to embrace those \"great days\", but also to embrace those \"not so great days\".. To have less and less of those not so great days is what we are all hoping for, so lets just keep up the HOPE..... Hugs, Alice
I totally understand exactly what your talking about, until this I never knew much about grief. I mean I thought I knew but I never had experienced it and wow. What a ride. Someone said its like riding a roller coaster blind folded and truly that\'s a great example. As soon as you feel you have a grip and have it under control it slips out of your hands. All I have to offer you is a listening ear about your love for your husband and a smile. I am here if you need me.
Sometimes the pain is just all I can feel. It just can be consuming. I so understand. To have a good day is such a feeling! If only it would last. I know the crashes are so bad. I just wanted to tell you I so understand. I think you are doing good. I am proud of you. You seem better than when I met you. I think you have moved forward some. Love,Peggy