Right now I\'m on the top of this roller coaster ride

Well here I go. I feel I can conquer the world again. This is where I always want to be. This is the stage of grief I can deal with. I only wish it would last. I know all to well now, that this is the high and the low will hit again before I know it and without warning. It has been 21mths on this roller coaster ride and so far this is the only part I like. I dont know if anyone read my message about PAIN but I am trully hoping that one day we all conquer that and one day this feeling that I have today will last forever.