Right Now

I am awake and I don't have anything better to do right now except write this down.  I was awaken this morning to a pain that won't let me sleep.  I just don't know what to think of it.  Right now it is just a mystery.  I was not supposed to see my doctor for three months, but this seems like a signal that maybe I should.  This pain could be an indication that systems are returning, or it could be the opposite.  I just don't know.  I just know that it is new and different.  I don't know if it is bad or good.
Right now, it is even starting to subside.  How strange.