Right now.

Yesterday when we were getting highyou were invited, you woulda liked it, I know you all too wellwe said that we can kiss the past goodbyebut your weren’t excitedthere’s no way to fight ityou can stay babe but here I go...what am I afraid of?is this what dreams are supposed to made of?the people I don’t have time to hang withalways look at me and say the same shitI couldn’t tell you where the fuck head isI’m holding on by a thread its like I’m high right nowand you can tell by looking at my eyes right nowthat nothing really comes as a surprise right nowthe other day Lauren told me she missed the old mewhich made me question when I went missingand when I start treating my friends differentmaybe it was the fast pace switch up or the 2 guns in my face during the stick upmaybe cause the girl I fucking trusted set the whole shit upbut a fact I havent seen ‘em since they locked big Rich up.I know, the same time, I’m quick to forgetabout to roll me a blunt with my list of regretsburn it all burn it all, I’m starting it freshcause half the time I got it right so I probably guesseddid I just trade free time for jail?will I blow all of this money tonightyeah, I just need some closure, aint no turning back for meI’m in it till it’s over