Riding this crazy roller coaster again soon!

Wow, can't believe we are almost starting IVF again! I started my 2nd cycle since MC today so I'll start meds in 18 days!?!  Nervous, excited and anxious are the emotions rolling around my head right now. It was sad and frustrated to have to wait several cycles but this has been such a nice break...DH and I enjoyed the time together without talking schedules, meds, etc. We got our groove back since there is no pressure, butt soreness, abstinence, etc. I hope this one works because I've only done this once but not sure homanage more I could do... I haven't decided if I will tell close family for this go around. I know they will be mad to hear after the fact that we went through this alone but I didn't like them just as antsy for the 2ww. They intended well but it didn't help!
Lots to think about! No stop thinking, that was my problem last time! I had too much anxiety, I want to try to relax more through this cycle.   

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Wishing you all the best with this cycle :)
i decided not to tell anyone on my second go (this one) and i have honestly felt alot better and relaxed for it .
Mag333
Mag333

Did your RE tell you to wait three cycles? Mine did. I\'m trying to figure out if I start meds after I get my third period. My second cycle after miscarriage should start next week (fingers crossed).
Orriginal
Orriginal

Thanks CS27! Yes Mag333, I have to wait 3 cycles also. But it comes fast because I just started my 2nd cycle after MC so start Lupron before the next (3rd) cycle. I guess I forgot there was a cycle in the middle of treatment for some reason. Must have blocked it all out!
RoxyD
RoxyD

I hate waiting it out after an mc but your right, it does take the presure off. I\'m hoping mine will be August but maybe my RE will make me wait until September.
I hope you keep your stress level down. It\'s never easy to cycle after an mc. Do what you feel is right with your family. Even if they would like to know, they\'ll forgive you.
Good luck.
Orriginal
Orriginal

Thanks RoxyD, hoping yours will be August also! Please keep me updated!
deleted_user
deleted_user

We told everyone for our first cycle - which fortunately gave us our daughter. However, after that we decided we would never tell again until after. Too much stress.

Good luck this cycle I will certainly be keeping you in prayers and hopefully won\'t be far behind.
Orriginal
Orriginal

Thank you, I will be thinking of you also!