Rewind...Rerecord..Play
I started the day out bad this morning. There was a glitch in the system last time I did payroll which caused another red flag this morning however I was blamed for it. Never had that happen before. Oh well....everythings fixed now but I still have to deal with the tension.
Joe got the A/C fixed last night so we have A/C now. Yesterday I went for a walk on the beach. There were still some people sitting and they weren't suppose to so I hope it doesn't ruin things for the rest of us. I had another dream about my daughter. It was another dream about not being able to find her only this time it was that she was lost at sea. I have two reoccuring dreams-about not being able to find her or tying her shoes when she was little. I hadn't had a dream in awhile but it happened again two nights ago.
I am still up in the air about what to do about my situation. Do I go back to Roomies or remain in the lane I'm in? Just when I think I'm ready to go back, that I should go back, I make my mind up that I need to give my current situation time and stop taking flight everytime there is a problem. I've done this alot in my past and I'm trying to break that pattern.
I hope today gets better. I wish things were back to normal.
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Usually when you have repetitive dreams, which include dreams which have the same central theme, but take a different form, it's always about something from your past that needs to be revisited....something in need of healing.....something in need of forgiveness....
That happened to me. I finally figured out that I was holding on to alot of guilt about something..... so I forgave myself, and I never, ever had that dream again!
God Bless
Bob,
I thought I had forgave myself. I think Ive just been worried about her with all this virus stuff going on. She's an adult and knows how to reach me. I had made my mind up to send her all her baby pictures and things I collected while she was growing up-the box is still in my car and I have yet to start to organize it. I know I need to to move on.