Returned to Central West Florida

Have given up, not entirely, but somewhat, I left stuff in storage in San Diego. I flew into Central standard time. Thinking perhaps I would do New Orleans and maybe even see an old friend from Philly that now lives in Texas. No, that didnt happen. I just went to live in a house that I stayed for three months very miserable. The house in the FL Panhandle was a wreck inside and out & the landlord smoked way too much pot and acted like a moron about the Wicca religion. Yeah he's a High Priest  but I don't think he deserves to be. I visited family and a friend up North around Thanksgiving & had turkey for the first time in 15 years. Then come the end of 2018 I realized that the short 5-6 months of eating chicken and turkey should come to an end. I also did a little bit of drinking beer and eating/smoking some pot. That too was not my behavior that I allow for myself, so in a way the end of 2018 was experimenting with what's just not me, to see what really is. 

I left Central time and came back into Eastern time - spent a week in North Tampa from Wednesday to Wednesday in a halfway house from hell. They had a bate and switch attitude in the Craigslist ad. It turned up they weren't psychologically healthy one bit. The whole experience was a disaster. Lots of hate and now I'm staying with a friend till the end of the month. I'm sick of having constant emotionally abusive experiences in halfway houses, but many people do not open up their houses. Guy I'm staying with is an old roommate and has a good heart. There is a place for me to start living in February, so I can go back to seeing my psychologist.