Resurfacing

Well after a couple of bad weeks I seem to be coming right again. Phew! This is the shortest depression yet- but I won't speak too soon till I see how I am tomorrow.
Ivan is annoyed that I am up late, but I feel too buzzy to sleep.
Yay Yay yay.
Much appreciated hugs and messages from DS friends.
I think a lot of my depressions are fueled by not accepting myself as being good enough as I am. Hence all the grandiose plans which come crashing down on top of me. I want to show people I can do stuff as good as they do-travelling, event organising, being an author etc. and when I realise I can't I crumble.
Bugger anyone who rains on my parade. i am fine just the way I am.
Might consider doing the book still though. using personal messages or emails. We'll see....
Thanks world for giving me a break.