restriction.....
i've been restricting for almost two weeks.....on sunday i was walking around an outdoor mall and i got some lunch.....i felt really good.....i just felt really good...it felt good to have some food in my stomach and i felt really good.....the problem is after i came home i immediately went back to my old habits.....i restricted and i just kind of lost it.....i'm kind of addicted to it....yesterday i only had breakfast and dinner....i feel addicted and i know that this isn't good.....i have therapy today and i know that my therapist won't be happy when i tell her....but she can't make me go into the hospital, unless i'm a danger to myself...but i'm not...am i??
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Valgal don\'t beat yourself up about it. After all today\'s a new day. But I\'m not one to talk as I\'ve been severely restricting for a really long time now. For at least the last 6 mos or so. I\'m glad that you ate at the mall. As for being a danger to yourself no I don\'t believe you are or at least not yet. But of course that could change very easily and fast. As for me I\'m sure that when I go see my Dr on the 25th of this mo that she\'s not going to be happy with me. I wouldn\'t be surprised if she tries to have me blue papered.( as a danger to myself) Please take care of yourself, may God Bless you. HUGE (((((hugs))))))