Rested

Yesterday i attended a Native American festival closeby.  As i sat and watched the "Grand Entrance" of the flags and dancers I got mesmerized with the chanting and beats of the drum.  Before i knew it I had sat there for hours watching and listening.  I left and camped for the night at a closeby state park.  Roomie was not happy about my text saying I would be camping and home next day.

He has not returned any of my texts and expect ill get my share of unkind words when he arrives home this evening.  I have told him...life is short and I intend to live mine and do things I enjoy.  He has had plenty of time to change things, suggest things but be hasnt and I am teying my best not to take on the guilt he will send my way.

With all the negative thoughts about my health and future swirling around in my head, I am trying to counteract that with happy activities.  Today i got home and just closed my eyes and sat in the sun and listened to the birds.

I am ready to go into work tommorow with positivity.   As far as my energy i am feeling my strength and energy come back.  I need it for all the changes that are and will be fastly approaching...have a great week all.