Response to my Journal Yesterday.

To my dear friends yes I know that life will not be "normal" again in the way it was before cancer entered my son's body and took his life.  But do I wish it had never happened, yes I do.  Do we all wish we could change things so they would go back to normal I think we would.  But we know we can't.  
I am sorry that there was one comment that upset me so much that I was not even sure I would write another journal in DS.   I feel our journal are our thoughts and sometimes our wishes and I don't think there is anything wrong in writing that.  Sometime venting helps get us farther along in our grief and pain.  I regret that someone decided to tell me to bascially  to GET OVER IT.  I don't think we GET OVER IT, I think in time we come to a type of acceptance.  But our child is our child and will always be our child and it may be years down the road that we will remember something they said or did and we will feel sad, but that is our right.  We love our child.
 
I am happy to know I have such wonderful friends on DS, who show me they care, who knows what I am going through, who send me their love.  DS has been a life saver for me in this process I am going through.  So without my dear friends who understand I say Thank You.
Sandi