Republish Journal 6/08 by request!

First, let me say that " When I converse with my friends here, it is as a friend, NOT as a Minister! I do not throw religion at anyone. I am like all of you...in pain and sometimes need to vent. It is nice to have friends here. Now, about me...
When I was a young man (late teens) I had gotten on the wrong side of the law. It happens when you accept people for who "You" think they are... anyway, I had a trial coming up and I was terrified! Literally terrified, crying hysterically and begging GOD for help and guidance. I had a loaded 22 cal gun in my lap. HE answered me.  Being religious but a skeptic, I asked for proof 3 times, and 3 times he (visually) answered me. I dropped the gun...ran into my house and jumped into bed...shaking like a leaf with the covers over my head. I felt like a tiny ant in a very large room. Then I heard a voice... not in my head, actually with my ears. HE said "Why are you hiding? I am here with you...I am everywhere you go.... I am every tree, every blade of grass. I am always with you...YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!
   All of a sudden I felt very calm...... I removed the covers and sat on the edge of the bed. I saw no one but felt a presence. I asked for help and heard in my head "It will be all right...you will see".  I asked if HE was calling me (Ministerially)...HE answered (again in my head)...Not yet, one day... you will know.   He was right, all went well.  At 26 years old I married a nurse from the local ER where I took patients, over the last 35 years (July 19) I have two sons and a daughter.  I have always talked to Jesus and to GOD but am not sure if I hear HIS voice or just my own thoughts......  At the age of 59 I heard the calling..... more of the words ...."You are ready now, it is time to answer ME"
   Rev. Dr. Dennis H. Shipp was Ordained on March 14, 2009 after over 34 years as a firefighter. Disabled from a motorcycle accident in 2001, he knew that GOD had saved his life for a 3rd time. I studied hard and after many exams was Ordained as a Minister.  Rev. Denny received his Doctorate later that same year!  I received my Pastoral Counselor Certificate in 2010. Other than Pastoral Counseling I work in sexual abuse cases and perform marriages.  Rev Denny, his wife and son are moving to N. E. Alabama in 2010.
In response to a message, I would never "push" my religion or any religion to anyone. I am not here to judge any of you!
In the last thirteen months, I have performed marriages and none of them have been religious, all have been Spiritual. If you do not believe in God fine, but do not criticize me if I represent him in my life.  
 

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deleted_user

i like your out look and what a great story i enjoyed reading it. peace and hugs
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deleted_user

lovely journal entry! Sounds like you are in a beautiful relationship with God.
Many blessings!
kathy1962
kathy1962

Glad things worked out for you and that you are happy!