Reminder of a bad memory
Ever since my sister go in a car accident, I can't stop thinking about how my friend died when I was 11. Feb 9th, 2020. I spent my Valentines day at his funeral. He died from an atv accident. I don't really want to explain the details, but when I found out, I scream and slammed my body again a wall while balling my eyes out and my dad just sat there heart broken watching me. I didn't get over his death easily it took me 2 years to be somewhat okay. I could never imagine loosing a sibling like that.
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i lost my son (35) and his wife in a car wreck in september, 2019. it doesn't take much to remind me and each reminder still cuts like a knife. i lean gently into my grief with each reminder. i don't believe i'll ever get past missing him, but i offer my pain as a tribute to a memory worth remembering.
healing does happen.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your friend. Very glad that your sister will be OK. Hugs.
I lost my biological father when I was very young. He was killed on his motorcycle and even though I don't remember him other than a couple of still views I have of him in my head, the hurt is still there that I don't have him. You will always remember him but it does get easier. I have had more of a turning life so I'm not as sensitive as some girls are in this. Even then, it's a painful thing to live with.
I one also pray for your sisters speedy recovery and happy she is still with us.
Thank you all so much. I don't know why but just reading your comments is making me cry, just to know that people care make me happy.
I know how hard this is. I miss both of my moms everyday and everything you're going through right now is bs. It can make things super difficult. I really want to help you. If you read my last journal I can come and help. I love you kitten.
Thank you and I know you are trying to help me but, right now you need to help yourself.